It is not about the money and yet, is it about the money?
Those are strong words and for many years of my life I resisted the idea of even asking for money for anything I created or did or said. Then one day I looked at my account and woke up to the fact that if I did not change my behavior and my point of view I would not have enough money to take me forward another 30 years. That was this year.
The dip in the oil and gas industry combined with a working interest inherited from my Fathers estate took over 3 million dollars cash right out of my account in one year. The down side was that it did not produce that or even double during that year as a matter of fact it produced only 30,000.00. I was out of cash reserves and still had cash calls every month asking me if I wanted to be involved in projects that amounted to 60-100 thousand dollars up front to participate in this or that. Wowie —I had to change this, it was time to address this and other things that were creating my current financial reality.
I had to make a choice to change or to lay down and die. I had made my entire life and energy about giving to others and never to me. I did most things for free or almost no money. I had money I thought and certainly people projected that at me all the time. I felt guilty for having what I did have and I allowed that to STOP my receiving. Now I had to choose.
One of the things I had to face was my worst fear--and it’s something that may apply to other people too. My worst fear was my lack of trust in my own abilities: my ability to create, to generate and to have an entirely different financial reality. I even found myself wondering, was I actually smart enough to create all the money I desired? Well, if there was ever a time to find out, it was now. I embarked on an honest look at my desire to “get out” of what was going on for me, and just escape it all. Or my other choice, which was to stay and have the courage and vulnerability to face this, what I had created (because we do create everything in our lives!), to live, to create and get to work!
What has started to show up just by choice to acknowledge where I was, where I wanted to be, and asking the questions that would open the door to new possibilities, has been astounding. The energy is completely different and it continues to change and expand every single day. What if creating an entirely different financial reality were that easy? That fast? That much of a contribution to you?
Are you willing for it to be that easy?
I know it can be that easy. You just have to choose it. And that can sometimes be the interesting part… ‘how do I choose that?’ is a question I get in all of the Right Riches For You classes I facilitate. What if it’s not a how? Are you willing to find out what else is possible for you in the area of money that you haven’t considered?
On February 15th I am doing a call for all of the amazing facilitators in Access who with all their courage and strength do their best to change and be more every day. I am incredibly grateful for you! It Is All About The Money & It Is Not About The Money is a call that addresses exactly what I’ve had to address with regards to money…and I have a hunch that I might not be the only one going through these tough questions!
If this topic resonates with you please join me and lets go through this together. Let’s let go of all our fears and gain more trust in our brilliance and our capacities to be and do and have everything with total ease.
All of life can come to you with ease and joy and glory —however you might just have to choose it every day!
-Curry Glassell -
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